I would never wear this much makeup normally, and even though it was super gothy... a lot of people surprisingly liked it on me lol.
Looking like a vampire apparently suits me...
I'm not mad about it 😈😈
Happy Saturday y'all!!
It makes me laugh when I look at this. I've created this, the majority of it in darkness. I remember the first time I touched a weight. It was the year my dad adopted me, I remember because I was so excited to run in to tell my 3rd grade teacher I changed my name. I wish I could spoon feed you all the journey this has been. Lost enough to appreciate anything. I'm not mad. I do get sad sometimes though, in my years adventuring for answers, I was brave, but met so many beautiful people, scattered in the make up of what we call society. Every belief I ever had, was shattered. How many times my mind and heart, were shattered. My mother came here illegally, and an orphan during NAM. I am not like any of you, or maybe. I wanna be. Along the journey, this has been forever. And I feel I've mastered it. Or perhaps that's arrogant, but where does it stop. I am not stopping. And that doesn't change if I have the planet to myself. The body is so fascinating to me. The mind. The heart. What you feel. Sap. But real. Ha! I got these shorts at old navy and I don't know why they excite me so much. They don't even fit! I actually thought today about picking up sewing so I could try to cut and stitch the legs bigger. It was brief though. Then there's now. What are ya doing, thinking, avoiding feeling. Whatever. I could go forever, I've had so much time to think. #summer#swim#exercise#life#love#sunshine#dream#chase#forever#infinite#oldnavy#quads#legday#squat#abs#tattoos#nerd#gunnin.