I seriously can't thank @iofthetyler enough for this beautiful wedding cake for @kinsleygann and @holdenbnye wedding. Isn't it perfect? If you need the sweet stuff hit Tyler up and support this amazing chef!
"Growth is painful, change is painful, but nothing is as painful as staying stuck somewhere you don't belong." And I have been stuck in all three positions for a long time now.
I have been dealing with an internal struggle for well, awhile. The truth is I have NO idea what I want. But, I know I don't want what I currently have. I have always liked change, re organizing a bedroom, moving from one place to another, organizing a school binder. These things never stressed me out and always made me feel new, fresh and at ease. I like organization, I need everything in its place. However, changing a business model, trying to respect yourself as an artist, and starting over on something you have built up over 3 years is the epitome of stress and nothing is organized. Not in my life, not in my business and definitely not in my head. My body finally said enough is enough.
I need to remember baby steps, but at the same time I want to find a direction and just start driving full throttle.
This morning I deleted all of my instagram so that I can build it around my new brand, my new me and my new dreams. No more 1 step forward 2 steps backwards. Full throttle right?
Photo by @marandaelyssephotography
Next stop is Surabaya!!
See you on special IG live on Sunday, i have cool surprise for you. Please mention 3 of your friends in Surabaya.
Loved the elegant simplicity of yesterday's wedding cake. My client sent me an inspiration image of a buttercream cake with gold rose leaf vines, I streamlined the vines and omitted the roses as I personally liked them without ✨