I’ve shut the doors.
Its dark in here.
I’ve never felt more safe.
My brain has divorced my heart.
My gut betrayed my heart.
So i had to shut the doors.
The tap of a single knock scared me.
Don’t let them in, said Brain.
Heart can’t hear the brain.
They are divorced.
But the keys are with the brain.
So the doors remain shut.
Safe for now.
But gut tries to redeem itself.
Gut creates windows in the dark room.
The light rays pierce their way in.
Like a sunrise,
It lifts the blanket off my darkness.
It’s all there for me to see.
And I am locked in here with it.
I am scared.
I am angry.
I am intrigued.
I am in love.
I am saved.
I am that Darkness that mated with the Light.
I am that knock, I am Love, I am you.
And I’ll never be alone.
Can you feel it too? “...Baby I’m right here...”
Sometimes its best to keep things as raw and messy as you made it. Here is my heART. :) much love to all the artists who have inspired me to be as unapologetically vulnerable as i can. .
Song: Dusk Till Dawn
Artist: @zayn ft @siamusic
Shot by: @trishita4
Location: @nrityashakti .