An invisble, yet all encompassing entity within the entity of reality, which constantly forces people to do shit they don't want to do.
My worst enemy.
I hate you, the world.
You suck shit.
No capital letters for you or anything.
I was supposed to have a job interview for a bus boy position, but fucked off after I looked the place up and found out it is a loud, drunk people filled nightclub.
Those are the kinds of places where people like me are not welcomed at all, never have been, and I hate how they make me feel, boxed in and cornered, which is how I already feel from this bullshit with my last job and now not having a job.
You literally couldn't pay me to go to one of these places, I clearly just refused to do that.
This is why I don't want to have art shows, or exhibits, or frankly even be an artist any more. I hate social everything, even more so after this russian motherfucker who literally beat the shit out of me until I quit my job with him.
It has put me into a very bad mood.
I do not want to use my investments to survive, I want to buy land with them to gtfo of this goddamn society, that is literally only potentially a few months away if I hold on for dear life.
If god cared at all, it would have left me dead as a two year old, that would have made more sense, since I haven't fucking fit in any space in life at any point, obviously because I am not even supposed to be in life, so there is no vacant slot for me, just never ending enemies.
My merch shop:
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See my completed/for sale works of art under my profiles tagged photos tab.
My books for free:
EMPULSE: AN ACT OF STIMULATION
EIGHT YEAR PUZZLE BOX
My movie: @elucidatethemovie#photography#independent#htcone#htc#Canada#urban#wilderness#nofilters#nophotoshop#NovaScotia#ReflectionFrequency#cornered#animal#fuckyourupdates#stopit#freakthefuckout#responsibility#fuckthis#swearing
#Pet#Peeve #21: Backhanded compliments. It's an insult in disguise.
People often find me to be both ethnically and racially ambiguous not just because of the way I look physically, but how I present myself and my actions and how I talk and dress and my thought process and my ambitions and my success and whatever else they #vomit out. As much as you are trying to compliment me, you don't realize how much you're also insulting me. And yes, I am offended. You don't have to put down my people to praise me. In fact, you shouldn't do that; to anyone. This is my #culture, these are my #roots. I have every right to be offended and it's not called too much #pride. I'm not rubbing it in your #face or shoving anything down your throats. #Social#media content is there for that and you choose to #read and #watch those things.
I am #Cambodian. We speak #Khmer. My family is from #southeast#Asia. Whatever the #stereotypes may be, they should not reflect on individuals or the majority. Just because someone of a certain #race does particularly well should not surprise you. Simply compliment all they've worked hard for without a #belittling them in any way. No one needs #shady#negativity in their lives.
#Picture taken in #Takeo, #Cambodia. #Photo taken by the #super#cool and not really a #photographer, me. 😎😎 #NoEdit#NoPhotoshop
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Leg day Sunday workout below!
Leg day workout for Mass: - warm up, squats 3x 30 reps - barbell squat 5 x 8-10 reps, 90 sec rest
- leg press (feet placement slightly higher to hot hamstrings) 6 x 10 - 15 reps, 90 sec rest
- stiff deadlift, 5 x 12-15 reps, 60 sec rest
- machine leg curl, 7 x 8-12 reps, 45 sec rest in between, make sure and push your hips into the machine while performing this exercise to put more emphasis on the hamstrings.
- single leg push backs, 4 x 20 reps, 30 sec rest.
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I'm currently turning the laundry room into a guest room. In my house. In the heart of Los Angeles. On average, I "work" 20 hours a week. I've gotten to host over a dozen people from out of town. I have a pickup truck AND a car. I hosted a brunch this morning and cooked for everyone using only food that I already had in the fridge. Emily my roommate left yesterday morning and I've already received two "I miss you texts." I have an AMAZING therapist & psychiatrist both covered by my therapist. My role model- one of the most respected authors and public speakers alive prays for me and answers my calls. 4 of my best friends live within 30 min of my house. I could go on and on. .
One year ago today, my eyes were swollen shut from weeping. I was absolutely broken, stuck, lost. I had stopped believing, dreaming, and I was absolutely unthankful. A lot can change in a year. One step at a time. Real talk, one step leads to another and then you pause to look back and realize you're walking on thin air, doing what you once thought was impossible. 📷: @ipadarath
I have not been posting in my instagram account for the past 4 months. I created this account to showcase my fine art work, but I work full time as an art director and it leaves me no time to update my portfolio. From now on I will be focusing on sharing with you my daily insights on how to become a successful creative. I believe my insights will add much more value than showcasing my artwork. Please feel free to ask any questions here and lets connect so we can all succeed in the art world.