after the end series.
How to love him after you have broken his heart.
You start off gently, grazing fingertips on his jaw, his mouth, his popped up veins, all the places you had touched another. Tears welling up in his eyes, your heart sinks. You did this. You claim to want love but then you push and push until he is a in a void of your sweet whispers, haunting and taunting him, because he fell in love with you . You call yourself dysfunctional and dark and twisty and you talk about your cluster of a brain as people talk about their favourite movies. You are always accompanied with a smirk, a sarcastic remark in the back of your pocket to disregard any vulnerability that may come your way. People fear you, for you believe in fucking and not love. Never love, only a body to keep warm. What do they know about the love you have witnessed all your life, a battlefield and you the grenade. So you apologize without having any remorse.
You feel anger running through your body. You warned him. Hell your own friends warned him about the fallacies you play. You told him not to go searching for roses where only thorns lay. You become detached, cold, making him suffer for making him weak. You always viewed love as weakness. Something sad people invented to spread STD's. But then he came and wrecked your facade.
Quoting your favourite classics, the movie banter underlying the subtle flirtation, you went along. Hanging out turned into dates. Dates into evening spent harbouring secrets. Your safety from the world and suddenly every wrong done to you seemed settled. Maybe karma existed and then came the truth. You were not made for love. You were gypsy . Someone who belonged to everyone and no one.
He entered the apartment with apprehension. He knew what was going to happen. He slammed the door and a voice spoke.
"I did something bad"
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When my days turn sour
When the nights turn cold
You’re my dream at every hour
You’re my blanket to unfold
When it seems there’s nowhere to go
When I feel I’m so alone
You’ll pop up and say hello
Or give a call on the telephone
When I think I can’t go on
When life makes me want to cry
Just then the sun will dawn
And I’ll know you’re the reason why
You’re on my mind all day
Without you I couldn’t smile
You drive my sorrows away
And make me feel worthwhile
I swear you might love me
And I swear I might love you
Together is what we’re meant to be
For loving is what we’re made to do - The Anonymous Poet~~~~ #poetrycommunity#poems#littlepoet#anonpoet#poetryblogs#poets#poetry#love#happypoet#happy#blogs#poetsofinstagram#poemsofinstagram#poemsforhim